The Power of the Portal of 666 - Maryanne Savino

ST Intro/Outro: 00:00:11

Welcome friends, to the soul talk podcast, a show where whisper uncover the path of the heart, amplifying your conscience. Join me as we meet incredible souls who are in this journey and learn from their experience and different methods that will make you vibrate your heart. Let's get into it.

Monica Ramirez: 00:00:31

Hi, everyone. This is Monica remedies are your love and welcome back to this channel that where we talking about amazing souls that help us in our process of ascension. And today we have a very special invite for me is one of my soul sisters. Marianne Cirino G is a chan trees lightworker the star seed, one priestess, sonnet, alchemist, ascension guide, and educator. And someone that I learned about having got sexually to, to date language, because I believe this is magical. No human beings, we already all have it.

Monica Ramirez: 00:01:14

Some of us we do it when we're taking a shower when we're alone, because we're afraid to actually speak it out and say it out loud. It because God's actually to do it. Or sometimes you use the teachers that actually like cut that cord and let it out. And now I catch myself all the time. Actually, sometimes even talking to me, to my kids, and we're talking about this way we wait, okay. It just came out like that. Let me explain you is good words what I was trying to say that, well, my family already know me. I can do that to other people, because they may not understand it. But I do use it in a lot of ways, in many levels. And Marian was one of my amazing teachers that helped me to trust myself in with Thai language. So then today, we're going to have not only the light language, we're going to be talking about something very special because today we have a portal that is open. And is the portal six, six, but is nobody you think she's gonna pay us more. Money? No, thank you for accepting my invitation.

Maryanne Savino: 00:02:34

Thank you for inviting me. I'm very happy to be here. It is an exciting time. And I really appreciate you for having me on as a guest at this time because yes, it is a portal today. There's all these different experiences that we have with these gateways and the numbers when we look at these numbers 666 It's been talked about in times of back in the you know, eons of time that this is the number you know, the day of the beast, the number of the beasts of course, it's not the beast that you think they talk about the devil in certain religions. It's actually the number six is a very powerful number in numerology because it, you know, this, these portals what they do for us because people say, well, what's the point of it? How do we know it's doing anything? Well, it takes us into higher and more expanded states of consciousness. And this particular gateway because it's a six has a lot to do with opening and activating the heart and the High Heart Chakra. The chakra is the high heart and the heart chakra having to do with opening our hearts to unconditional love, compassion, nurturing harmony, the number six also relates to family and healing and in the Turo the number six card in the Major Arcana is the lovers. So lovers, not only partnership lovers but the lover inside of you and each of us, the love for our families, the love for our partners, the love for friends and community and the earth and nature. So when we look at these numbers, we have this you know June 6 2022 is 666 Because the 2022 adds up to another six. But here's the thing When you add the entire gate, you get a universal nine day, it's actually technically a nine today, which is having to do with completion, letting go forgiveness, it's all the numbers from one going into nine. So it's a very powerful day, we also look at the number two, because of that 2022 The two represents a high priestess, the Divine Mother. So all of these things, you know, when you add it together, the love the compassion, the healing, the letting go the forgiveness. The lovers, you know, this is all about the heart. It's really having everything to do with Can we open our hearts to even when we're in excruciating pain. You know, where we come in to these lives? Not knowing what will we experience here, you know, as we evolve as we're growing as we're taking our journey, and we go through our struggles or challenges or difficulties, but without that, you'd have no reason to open your heart, we close our hearts when we've been hurt. When some conflicting pain or challenge has been placed upon us of some, you know, some kind, it's something we've done to ourselves, not feeling good about ourselves. But the truth is that the contrast, I talk about this a lot, the darkness, the shadow, helps us find our light. So we have to close our hearts like pins, or oh, just keep your heart open. But listen, we all know that when we're in pain, we don't want to keep our hearts open, because it's too painful. And then you're like, oh, my gosh, I have to then have to go into the pain and feel the pain and do I want to even go there. But it's in the moment of closing down our hearts. And you know, we hide we escape. You know,

Monica Ramirez: 00:07:22

it is our fear that actually make us close the heart. And this like we were talking before this about a level surrendering and trusting the universe that is actually gonna open that heart? Because there is no other way this is gonna be maybe painful. Maybe not. Yeah, but it is about trusting that there's something behind even that pain, if we confront our fears.

Maryanne Savino: 00:07:50

That's right. And, you know, can you trust your journey? Can you trust that the universe is supporting you, even when it doesn't feel like it? When you close your heart? You're in pain you don't trust you say no, I, you know, I don't want to I don't want to trust this person because they hurt me. Or I don't want to trust my mother because she, you know, betrayed me or whatever the issue is. But it's in the closing down of our hearts. That we're then given that opportunity, what can I do to open my heart? What is the one thing that I can do? You know, how can I trust that if I open my heart, I'm not going to be heard again. It's the unknown. It's, it's having to take a risk. It's blind faith not knowing. Because that's what you know, life is about. You know, there are things that we could know. But then there's the part that we don't know. And we have to take these risks and take these chances, which can be daunting and frightening. Like I don't know, if I want to go there.

Monica Ramirez: 00:08:59

I just think having a new mate, new partner, you don't know how it's gonna go, you know, the more beautiful relationship you can have automatically, the more painful relationships you can have that we take the risk.

Maryanne Savino: 00:09:16

I mean, but if you don't take the risk, and you close your heart and don't open it, you'll never know what you

Monica Ramirez: 00:09:25

would never know.

Maryanne Savino: 00:09:26

No. Nope. Program,

Monica Ramirez: 00:09:30

getting in the comfortable zone and getting stuck in that control zone is you're just gonna get stuck where you wherever you are. We're not experience something deeper than that. Right?

Maryanne Savino: 00:09:42

Absolutely. I absolutely agree. You know, I wanted to go back to a moment ago when I talked about you know, 666 being the number of the beasts. The first time I ever remember hearing that growing up thinking oh, I don't know if I like that. You know, that sounds really scare. Well, I had a real live experience. Back in I believe it was actually a 666 door gate, but it was way back. I have to look at it must have been either 2004 which would have made a six in numerology, but I had a session on that day with a Peruvian Shaman. Not knowing what the heck I was going to experience because I had no idea. I was just learning about Stargate. So I didn't know anything like what I know now before I learned a lot that day, because I had a session with John Victor from Peru. And he had picked up that, you know, there's this pain in your heart from a long time ago. And I told him, yeah, it was from my childhood. And he said, I know I could feel it and see it. He said, We're gonna we got to open up the energy, believe it or not, though, is not coming from here, the heart area, it's coming from down in the root. And it made sense, because the root chakra has to do with survival has to do with feeling that I belong here. And I trust do I feel supported? Do I feel safe, and I didn't. So because of that root chakra being blocked. I also had a block in my heart. So he began to work on me. I was on a massage table, he began to work on me. And he started to work down into the root area. Well, I could feel the energy from the root when he went in, energetically, he went in and I could feel my what's called the coccyx bone, it's part of the sacrum. He went in and, and the energy of that got opened. And when it got opened, I let out this screen that sounded like a beast. I thought, Wow, that's a beast. All right, I said, I never heard anything like that. And the screen that came out of me and I was inside of an office there where I used to work for a Wellness Center. And I was shaking, and the screaming and it sounded like somebody was getting killed. But it was sounding like a wild animal. And the first image that came to me when I went out the screen, besides feeling this incredible integration of my sexuality was this Black Panther like creature that I know was not from this realm. Because the creature didn't look just like a black panther and had other feature like energies to it that were not of this realm. And I knew right away and I looked at this face of this beast. But what was interesting as that screen came out, and I felt my whole root chakra even going up into second chakra, because that's where the repression was. I realized that beasts was me. I can I wish to be nice, that never got to really express that that, you know, that aggression that I was holding inside of me? Well, you know, when I was done with the session, I got off the table and he looked at me said, You look good. I said, really? I said, what was that? He said, It's good. Good. You're free now. And he was so totally right. I mean, it was the most powerful, one of the most powerful experiences I've ever had. I don't really share much about Iran for some reasons. I haven't really shared it in any of other podcast interviews, but I think this is the first time I'm actually sharing about it.

Monica Ramirez: 00:14:19

Maybe it's because I mentioned that it was going to Peru.

Maryanne Savino: 00:14:24

I know it's amazing the synchronicity because it is so true. We have these blockages from trauma that are stored in the body. And they have to be set free. And what better way to do it but to go through the physical body because sometimes it believe it or not, it sounds like it would be easier to just work energetically, which we do. But if you work energetically through the physical through the flesh and the bone and the muscle and all the tendons in the cell was and you go in there, and you unlock what's been repressed. For me it had to do with first chakra second chakra because my root chakra was definitely blocked because of survival, the second chakra, all the shame, you know, they're, you know, when can I open up this area and let the real pleasure in you know, and then going up into the solar plexus, because that's our power. And then you go to the heart, which is our, you know, unconditional love or compassion or joy. You go up into the throat, you speak your truth, and you scream, and you let out that repression, you open up the third eye for a brighter, clearer vision, and then you open your crown to source. So it started it went like a wave right through me, and I'll never forget it. I mean, it was profound, I recommend anybody if you are dealing with law, you may not even be aware of it, because I had no idea. I knew I had stuff going on, but I had no idea to that, to what capacity and when I experienced that, that beast within me coming out and being liberated, it was like she was finally free. Like yes, the scream was oh my god Finally, she let me out, you know, a few,

Monica Ramirez: 00:16:24

we try to avoid some much that the pain there from our childhood because it is very painful to conflict, it is not easy, I am talking about for me, and I see this in my clients. That Jessie it is that it is very difficult to afford it. And then our we actually review it. And I feel that this portal and is making us review all our childhood, all our trauma, things that they're not wanting to see, because there was too painful to, to realize that we've been living our lives is our birth. And that is not easy to just to speak about it. And, and the majority of the people, we have a deep trauma, not only from our birth, that's a trauma coming to this plane to canal, then you get hit, then you get the lights and noises and so forth. That is just that is just creating a trauma that's independent to the parents that you had or the family you have. And I do remember my birth. But I know many people have blocked their birth. And they don't want to remember that canal when they're coming out into the world. I remember it.

Maryanne Savino: 00:17:44

Yeah, I did a rebirth, a total rebirth. journey years ago, and it was so profound because I could smell back then. I mean, in the 60s when babies were born, they don't you know, the medicine was different than it is now. And I actually I know some things about my birth because I asked my mother but I remember she mentioned something that it was very difficult to get me out. I didn't want to come out. I said, Yeah, because I didn't want to come out to the craziness that was getting ready to come into my life. And I knew it and I was like, I don't want to come out. And, and they had to yank me out with four steps. And I could feel in the middle of the journey. I felt like I got a bad headache. And this is where they clamped down to pull me out. And when I came out, I could smell I literally in the journey that I did, I could smell the alcohol, I could smell the energy and the lights the way the you know, the hospitals then look very scary. They had these big machines and crazy things that looked like you know, a torture chamber to me. I mean, it was like and I do remember, you know, experiencing that

Monica Ramirez: 00:19:05

I was born in an elevator I wanted to get out of there so bad that I was born in the elevator.

Maryanne Savino: 00:19:13

Why Wow, it's that's incredible going up or going down.

Monica Ramirez: 00:19:20

Going up to the expulsion place where you know where the babies are born. I could I wanted to get out of there so bad that I was born in the debater. And they remember the canal, the tonal, the dark and then suddenly the light and then the shock and the trauma. I don't remember from the lights and this and that and spanking the baby immediately and things like that there was things have to change the way people are born.

Maryanne Savino: 00:19:51

Yeah. You know, there's nothing you could do and whatnot. That's why I did this journey of when I birthed Out of my mother, going back into, you know, going back into her womb, being yanked out with the forceps and all that and then I and you know, instead of just coming out of it like you do in a lot of these journeys, instead, I was taken down into the womb of Gaia, so that I could rebirth come out of that trauma from my mother, go down into the dark, fertile soil of Gaia as womb and stay there to be nurtured and then birthed out of Gaia, into this new life. And it was pretty profound, I do recommend if you're going to do any rebirthing work that however way you do it, and I've done a lot of sessions with a given to people on this. But there's other people that do it too. When you birthed out of your mother, when you go and you and you revisit coming out of your mother's birth canal, instead of just coming out. Go down into guys womb so that you can clear the trauma of your birth if there was any. And then as you come out of guy's womb, then it's it's cleared, it's released now. Am I saying that you're going to be totally clear? And that's it? No, of course there's layers. But I do remember how profound that experience was. And I do absolutely know that it gets something powerful for me, I have no doubt even though there might be other things to work through. That's okay. That was a very powerful experience. And I do recommend trying that type of a journey if you can. You haven't done one,

Monica Ramirez: 00:21:46

going back to this 666 that it comes from the Bible where everybody's afraid, think the pretension that it came out from the Bible. Because in reality, even people will hate me for this and I don't care. Just the Bible was written by humans with their own distortions that they had in their own head. God did not wrote the Bible. No, it was humans that with their own distortions that they have as a channeler. We all have distortions, including me, everybody has the ones they read the Bible 500 years later, they have their own distortions. They're interpreting the Bible. So it was so many distortions, yes, the people that wrote it, the people they read it and the people that understand it, so the six six is not necessarily a means that is the evil incarnated.

Maryanne Savino: 00:22:45

As I said, you know that that beast that they're talking about the devil It was not my experience with John Victor the shaman because it was the beast. I really oh my god, yeah, it's a beast. All right, but it's not the beast that they're talking about. It's the beast with a wild crazy beast within each of us that lives that's been chained up and locked away because of trauma that we can open up that trauma and liberate ourselves absolutely liberation of of your own wild beasts. Let that wild freedom loving, rebellious creature like animal that live inside of you wants to come out and be seen and be heard and be you know welcomed and loved and nurtured and again it's the shadow aspect shadow is not bad. Shadow is a part of us honor your shadow. Love your shadow. Today's a day. You know that six is is unconditional love, compassion, nurturing, family, you know mothering with the to the priestess. I mean, this is all and then that nine is about forgiveness. You know, all of these numbers interlink beautifully. Today's a really powerful portal today.

Monica Ramirez: 00:24:17

And not necessarily is your relationship wasn't good with your mother. That many of us we didn't we're not so lucky to have an adorable mother or a loving mother. We still have a trauma. That's right. And that's the best gift that we all have.

Maryanne Savino: 00:24:39

That's why do a journey of rebirthing if you had issues with your mother, and you read you you birthed out of her rebirth out of her go down into Pachamama, let Pachamama hold you and just stay there for a little while, and then let her birth you out. It's good. be a whole other experience that you can forgive your mother because she did the best that she knew how to do. That's right. I'm not saying it's always easy and that, oh, it's easy to forgive, right? Well, you know, it's not but guess what, if we don't forgive, and I'm not saying you're going to do it all at once, then we're also hurting ourselves, we're hurting the earth we're not. It's not conscious itself. Like we it's not that we want to, it's just that we don't always know what to do with that pain. And I'm saying that when I did that rebirth journey, I took the pain from my mother, from my own soul and lineage of my grandmother's and before them, and brought that down into mother Gaia. And she helped heal that aspect, and then birth to me out so that I could free it. And you may have to do this more than once. You know, it will depend on the level of trauma. But just know that even starting with that freedom, that I can let this go, I can give it to God, I can give it to the earth, I can release myself from the painful past, I don't have to keep carrying it with me. The memory will never be erased, because it's in the cells. But you can it's like, the love you give yourself is a bomb, to the wounds of your past,

Monica Ramirez: 00:26:33

and to have compassion for the people that hurt you in any level. It makes you amplify your conscience in a way because you're having your understanding of the big picture that they do not. They cannot give you something that they don't have for themselves.

Maryanne Savino: 00:26:50

That's it. That's a hard lesson what you know, why would I go through this? Why this person hurt me? You know what, it's what we come here for we come here for contrast. I'm not saying that we should stay in the trauma story our whole lives. We don't have to become, you know, a prisoner to our past. That's been painful. But each time you take another step on the pathway of healing with acceptance, surrender, compassion, love. You know, embracing yourself, just as you are saying, I'm a mess. I am a complete Yeah, it's okay. I'm a mess. And I'm going to embrace the mess that I am. And it is really messy, scary and ugly. It's not always fun love and light. Bye. Yes, you know, we come here for

Monica Ramirez: 00:27:48

there's no life will be so boring. So so boring. If it's only love and light. It will be it's like a white canvas and use of color white canvas, this point of that is like, yeah, do you want motion? You want to have passion when I have something that makes you feel like that? workcamps

Maryanne Savino: 00:28:11

your nine? Yes, it's in the darkest night when you're in the darkest part of your journey of the shadow, your dark night of the soul. That the deepest wisdom comes to life. That really truly does. It's not going to come to life as you said when we're always happy, joyful, fluffy, wonderful. This white canvas row some darkness on there, you know, throw some anger on there, throw some resentment on there. Because then you go in and you start to play with the paint and you you know, you start to create from that ugliness.

Monica Ramirez: 00:28:58

And no human beings we learn from our successes. We learn from our mistakes. That's right. So more mistakes. We have done more. More chapters, we have all the lessons of life. We know many ways not to do one thing that we have done it many times, even instance 80s.

Maryanne Savino: 00:29:22

Beautiful I agree with that, as well said

Monica Ramirez: 00:29:28

it may be painful, yes. But this portal is in a way I feel like it's opening that is reminding you the pains. Instead of hiding them. embracing them

Maryanne Savino: 00:29:41

Yes. Liberate, liberate yourself from whatever repression whether it's your sexuality, whether it's feeling that you don't belong on the planet, you may be. You don't feel like you're in your power. You can't speak Your truth, you don't have a vision, you don't know which direction to go. It's this time of liberating ourselves from a story that was created out of fear, out of lack, out of low self worth.

Monica Ramirez: 00:30:19

And something that I just heard today that he was like, hmm, it was those aha moments. It was, we are not our thoughts. And that goes very deep in that moment, because we're whoever we think we are. Well, that's a thought only. So in that moment, we actually we take all those codes out, or putting them on your list, like that, of the things that we think this is painful, or I am this because this trauma, they're just thoughts.

Maryanne Savino: 00:30:53

That's it. It's programming, you know, it's like, you know, believe me, I did not have the best relationship with my mother, I blamed her and resented her and it's your fault. It's, you know, and all that stuff. And then I thought, well, of course, you know, the sad thing. I mean, I did do a lot of, you know, a toward the end before she passed. It was actually when I went through my menopause, I started to do some healing with her and forgiveness, but it was when she has to spirit world that I really saw that even in her full, how much she loved me that she was so wounded, and in so much pain, the poor thing and I was so angry, the fiery Leo in me, I refuse the stubbornness of you. No, no, no, no. But I finally heard death softens my heart. Because I finally started to forgive her, but forgive myself for not forgiving her. And forgive myself for forgetting that I am a child of the universe? If so, is she a child of the universe? And, you know, I then I remember saying, God, why did it have to happen through her death, but then I realized a few years later, but it's okay, because it happened. And that's all that matters.

Monica Ramirez: 00:32:26

It do happen like that. My mother died in December, my relationship with Harry was terrible. And mother kind of issues with all the females in her family, competitive MB, et cetera, but all the females, and I resent her for all that. But after she died, that's when it came to understand that she couldn't give me something that she did not care for herself. And that's when they deep compassion came for her like, it is hard to forgive, because you can forget. But at the same time, you can observe that she didn't, not better she, she, this is being by generations, this in teaching My great grandpa, mother, to my grandmother, my mother, and I am the one they have to stop it for my future generations.

Maryanne Savino: 00:33:20

You know, if we can look, this is a powerful exercise. You could do this with any person in your life that you're having conflict with, even if it's somebody who pass if you can see that person, as a child, and see yourself as a child to take the adults and bring them down to, let's say, a five year old. And let the two five year olds come together and look at each other in the eyes. Of course, what do you think is going to be there there's going to be total love and joy and bliss because it's before we became programmed, before we had so much of an identity, we were much more free and, and alive and you know, looking for joy and fun. And of course, as we take our journey and evolve, we start to get programmed by our parents, our society, religion, everything around us. But it's a powerful exercise to go back to a time with a person that you're having conflict with and try to see yourself and that person as children that just wants love that just wants to, you know, share joy and be totally unconditional and accepting. You know, I think it's very powerful to do that.

Monica Ramirez: 00:34:52

Again, and again, they bring it back to the sport to the 666

Maryanne Savino: 00:34:59

because it's all without the heart and the high heart, it's bringing the heart and high heart into a state of connection, and bliss where you can, you know, see it as a spiraling. It's pushing out all the grief, all the resentment, all the trauma, you know, all the anger that you may be holding up, none of these emotions or feelings are wrong, by the way, I don't believe I know I hear this a lot negative emotions. But to me, emotions aren't negative. It's the thought processes about it, that can be negative. Because it's, you know, like anger. For instance, if you're feeling anger, say, oh, that's negative, don't feel that.

Monica Ramirez: 00:35:52

But why you're thinking about it.

Maryanne Savino: 00:35:56

It's how you think about it, that could make it more traumatizing. Rather than say, I'm angry, because this happened. If I can have a voice about it, and be witness and accepted in my anger, then I won't have to carry it the way I have been. It's been festering inside of me because we're taught No, no, don't do that. That's negative. And nobody wants to be around a person who's angry all the time. Well, I wouldn't be angry all the time, if I had an outlet to let it out and express it. Because I don't believe there's such a thing as negative emotions. I believe all emotions are valid. It's more what you do with it.

Monica Ramirez: 00:36:40

The emotions in a way are teaching us like our eel. is they're just teachers of what do we have to work with? Let's write it down. Yeah, learning nothing. We have to repeat the same story again.

Maryanne Savino: 00:36:57

The repression is what causes us to become ill causes us to have dysfunctional relationships causes us to, you know, maybe we have this great job. And then because we've been holding everything in, we now are failing at our job and we get fired. And now you're going to blame yourself, because oh my God, what did I do? You know, you realize, oh, my God, I've been holding this and I just want to get it out and in the releasing, because like, I'll look at like anger, for instance, anger and fear seem to come up a lot. You know, anger to me is a cry for love. It just, again, it wants to be accepted. Now, not that it should become the you know, that it has to run the show and take over No, because then you're giving it too much power.

Monica Ramirez: 00:37:53

But maybe it needs to be just explained to be express it. That's where kids, like control your anger. Don't shout, don't

Maryanne Savino: 00:38:04

yelling, something to yell about. Stop back crying, or I'm going to give you some you know, it's like, of course, you're going to stifle it. Now you're now you're holding it in. And you now built armor around your heart. Because you were told no, don't feel anger. No, don't feel sad news stuff, the crying stuff, the yelling, don't have a temper tantrum. No, let the child have a temper tantrum. Let them get it out. So they don't have to carry it and put armor around their hearts and then grow up into a cranky adult who you know, doesn't know what to do with it because they were taught it's not appropriate to do that.

Monica Ramirez: 00:38:51

Yes. And those are programs no one knew better. How to educate no one where to learning. I believe this is the best time to be alive. Yeah, because the majority of the human means we are at least putting knowledge to our emotions. Something that in the 50s or 60s it was not a knowledge that tension a kid there was banking

Maryanne Savino: 00:39:18

that wasn't acceptable not to be quiet. You had to you know be proper you had to keep it all in don't do that. Now I think what's happening talk about the beast the 666 that's the beast that wants to come out because that beast has been in there for so long being told don't be who you are. Don't be in your power. Don't you know No, you're not allowed to do that. You have to be quiet no get out let that wild beast run free. No, I think right now. It's incredibly important. That Okay, when feelings come up. You don't want to let them linger too long. Because yeah, the anger or sadness or fear can get way out of proportion. If you keep lingering, let it float, you know, focus. So let it come up, give it space, I would say create a space inside of you to let it have its place. But then my recommendation, this is what I've been doing myself, what are the things that light me up? What are the things that make me feel really good? What are the things that I want to do that maybe I've never done before? That looks like it would be excited? And little by little take a step toward those directions of Oh, yes, I want to paint. I've never painted or I want to write a book that I've been saying, I'm going to write or I want to start to date again, because my divorce ended five years ago, but I just don't have the courage to go back out there. Because who's gonna want me now I don't even know what to do dating is everything is on an app, you know? What did I get to do when I was a child that I wish I had done? What can I do now and you know, start to focus, bring in those areas that you know, that bring you joy, or whatever it is that that lights you up and gets you excited about life? Because when we step into our aliveness, and we begin to thrive, rather than push it all back and push it all down? No, it's time to thrive in our aliveness? No,

Monica Ramirez: 00:41:42

it's to say this, wherever you put your attention is what is gonna grow. That's right. So don't put it in your anger. Feel it? Honor it

Maryanne Savino: 00:41:54

out. And you have to feel it. Yeah, I agree. I agree. Because lingering in it can can just build it up more, but it also pushes it even deeper. Because now you're in it. And you're in a spiral that you can't get out of. It's like being stuck in like a quicksand, you're sinking deeper and deeper and deeper, and you can't get out of it. Yep. People say, Well, how do you do that? There's not any one way. I think it's really important. Like, try like in the morning, and at night before you go to bed. Go to the part of yourself, your higher power your divine being and say, I'm feeling this way this anger and I get stuck in it. I don't know how to get out of it. Show me please show me what to do. How can I you know, how can I move through this not move beyond it or you know, get on with life because that's ridiculous. As I said, you can't erase the trauma. But you can live with it in a way where it doesn't become your identity. You can say, alright, this did happen. And I'm working through it. And I want to know from my, my divine being within my inner child, what is it that will make you happy? Show me something that I can do for you. Express yourself your creativity through me use me as you know, an instrument of it's like that, that St. Francis of Assisi, you know, make me an instrument of peace will make me an instrument of joy. Show me how to have joy again, how do I because I think what happens because of trauma. It can be terrifying. To let yourself go to joy. Because if you were traumatized from something that happened to you, that was really scary and painful. And you say, Oh, but I really want the joy. I could taste it. It's right on the tip of my tongue. But then you're, you're ready to go for it and you wait a second. But what happens if I let myself have that joy? And it gets taken away from me again? Because that's what happened to me. That wild beast I kept her in because I said no. But if I go to the joy, and then another trauma happens, I'll be completely devastated all over again. And that program was living inside of me. And we have to unleash it. We have to kind of go in and say, yes, there is a chance that if you step over this threshold into this, this puddle of joy here that you could fall down Don't get hurt. But if you don't do it, you're never going to know. And yeah, you may fall. But guess what, you'll always get back up again. And you'll try again. And each time you try, you're closer to having it than you were before.

Monica Ramirez: 00:45:14

Something that I learned it was German. Because urinary will make you focus in that emotion, and not distracting for things that you have to do later on. It will make you focus, and is the best healing to that everybody can do. Or art, all the arts. Oh, the arts is such a healing tool that I've been using them in life, painting, writing, doing sculpture, dancing. motion into that, and let it out.

Maryanne Savino: 00:45:51

Absolutely. I so agree. I'm so glad you're bringing up because that creative expression, you know, that comes from you know, our second chakra is our sexuality chakra. But it's also pleasure and creativity and what we birthed out of ourselves, that's creative, the creative essence that we are, and is an expression of our creative essence of our soul coming out into some kind of a form, it gives it an outlet, because that's what you know, the soul is living inside of this physical, you know, fleshy bony body looks like a prison in a way because we, you know, when we're in a soul form, we're all over and we can flow and you know, and we're not confined. And now you come into this vessel, and you're like, oh, boy, this is like, how do I get out of this? But at the same time, you don't really want to leave it because you're like, Yeah, but that will get all this stuff I get to do down here because I'm in it. So this this gateway see it this way. Anytime we have an opportunity for expression of our soul through our human exhibit instance.

Monica Ramirez: 00:47:13

You're proceeding to it. Oh, it's okay. nowadays.

Maryanne Savino: 00:47:19

You know, it can be very exciting. Yes, it can be daunting. But you can say that, okay, I'm going to express myself in some form today, some way like you said, journaling, painting, dancing, using my voice to sing or just to speak poetry, something at that elates me that that brings me to another level of consciousness that I've never experienced before. And it's something that you could say before you go to sleep at night. You know, Holy Father, mother, God higher power that I am. God guide me to a new level of consciousness that I have never experienced before. That will bring me joy, that will bring me pleasure that can also help others, whether it's through me inspiring, empowering, or being a shoulder for somebody to cry on who's having a troubling time or, you know, anything that you know, can bring you into connection, because we are so disconnected. You know, we become caught in our fears because of what's going on in the world. And if we can just, you know, even in the moments of struggle, say I'm going to take one small step today I want you don't have to Don't pressure yourself. It doesn't have to be a great big, okay, yeah, leap of faith. Sometimes we do that too. But if you're not ready to just jump in and be the fool, you could say okay, I'm going to take one small step, I'm going to write my journal today. I'm going to paint I'm going to put on some music and I'm going to dance to let my my soul dance through my body. Whatever it is, whatever you find that makes you feel pleasure, exciting. You know, anything that activates your senses, even putting on some essential oil that makes you feel good, or eating something sweet that tastes good, get your senses to come alive.

Monica Ramirez: 00:49:47

Or put your power song. We all have our power song variates it doesn't matter which one is it makes you feel alive.

Maryanne Savino: 00:49:58

aliveness because we're here For aliveness, the soul comes into a human existence to be alive. We come alive through our senses, not only the five senses, but of course, because we're physical, those five senses need to be stimulated. But then you take it into the other senses that are beyond the five, and those two want to get stimulated. So explore that, play around with that, you know, let yourself jump in and be that fool if you look at that 2020 to that zero in the 2022 year is the womb it's the full card and in the Euro, it's the potential that's born out of that womb. So this is a time this is a really powerful year I said it was going to be because of all the the way the numbers are configured, it's potent and powerful, and it's exciting and daunting all at the same time. We have such a cornucopia of energy, so it's like oh my god, what do I do with all this?

Monica Ramirez: 00:51:14

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Maryanne Savino: 00:51:18

Yes. This is going to be for to help us in our hearts when we're having trouble opening our hearts that don't worry. And don't give yourself a hard time because it's too painful because I literally have been having physical pain in the back the middle of my back which is the heart chakra where we hold grief or grievances and resentments and I'm dealing with an issue right now that is got me working on it. So I want to offer this light language transmission blessing wherever you're feeling stuck. If you're feeling stuck in your life wherever you're unclear I'm sure anything that's making you feel like you know I'm not ready to open my heart Let that be It's okay. This is the bomb from the soul. Whenever you're ready it'll just it's going to take you on a journey however way your soul wants to there's no wrong there's no right there's no forcing. All you have to do is receive it and just allow it and take it in. So from my heart to your heart. It feeling a lot of Pleiadian energy coming in. There's an Atlantean priestess and Lemurians some Andromeda ones Lyrans Vanunu Xeons a lot of beings here tonight even mother Gaia Earth, I feel her, her essence coming in with the fairies, the flower devas, the water elements, all the elements are coming in

Maryanne Savino: 00:53:25

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Maryanne Savino: 00:56:26

and breathe

Maryanne Savino: 00:56:43

they're saying it's imperative that the next two days make sure you get as much rest as you need. But also get out in nature in sunshine. Drink high alkalized water, I like high frequency water by putting blessings and prayers into it. Keeping your diet clean. Getting out in nature, spending quality time with people that you feel comfortable with and supported with. giving yourself the space to experience and integrate these high frequencies that are coming in as we're being downloaded and upgraded. As she add on no Subbu Crusher, Maya Toria and Asha, you're not alone in this. We're here to help you but you must ask. Ask us and we will be here for you to help you through whatever you're being challenged with. But just know that these challenges give you the greatest growth. You don't only grow through challenges. You can grow through joy too. But it's the challenges that gives you the greatest growth. Whenever you're feeling overwhelmed, just remind yourself This too shall pass. This is only for the moment. I'm here to experience this for my growth. Eyeshadow Nisa, Isha Cateura amnesia muah suave era Aloha a CA Catan is Shania Attuma we leave you with this? You are blessed beyond measure. We are so grateful to you for being courageous enough to take on an earthly incarnation at a time in creation. That is no small task that is not so easy. But also possible because you are warriors of love of light. You came here to shift the consciousness from a place of acceptance unconditional love, compassion, joy, honoring, accepting, surrendering to your soul's guidance, it knows the way open your heart to your soul's wisdom. And keep your mind clear and call us we went out to Avaya nasze ta Uzume era and Adriaan Aria and Yara notar or Tabata and so it is and breathe

Maryanne Savino: 00:59:39

and tap on your heart center. From the heart to the High Heart

Maryanne Savino: 01:00:02

And thank you so much. And breathe and come back to awaken consciousness and tap your body. Rub your hands, there's lots of shoppers in the hands

Maryanne Savino: 01:00:26

and stay hydrated.

Monica Ramirez: 01:00:32

Think of Maryanne, thank you so much beauty nation, their beautiful message. And thank you for the guides and being supplied for being here too. We thank you. And thank you for everyone for being also here. A beautiful presence.

Maryanne Savino: 01:00:52

Thank you so much for bringing your light. It you know, I think Monica and I are here co facilitating but the truth is, without everyone coming in and sharing your own unique frequency, that wouldn't be the same. So you're as much if not more important, by being here and sharing who you are and, and your beautiful light and essence. And we all you know, we thank you and they're saying you're not alone. It's just the illusion of the separation. Yes, you're human. And you will feel this. But you're really not alone. Remind yourself by tapping on your heart. That's why they finished with the tapping is to bring you back to your heart space. This journey is a journey home to your heart. And is to breathe in through the heart to help you remember who you are. So with that, thank you so much.

Monica Ramirez: 01:01:57

Take care, everybody. And thank you for being here. Thank you, Maryanne.

Maryanne Savino: 01:02:03

Any blessings, thank you, sweetheart. Thank you again.